college.

College is great so far! The college part, anyway...

My housemates are absolutely wonderful! All of them are great, and we seem to be getting along quite well so far! There are 10 of us (one is in the military for a couple more weeks) and we've named ourselves the Weasley family. And our mod is called "The Burrow". House of nerds? Yup.
My roommate, Sarah, and I are Fred and George. If you know the twins, thats us! Hahaha.
Classes just started today, soooo...it's too soon to tell how they'll go. I'm taking an Algebra course, Marriage & Family, Child & Adolescent Development, Orchestra, and Group Piano! Today I had everything but Group Piano and I was swamped with homework! Luckily, I got way studious and got most of it done so I don't have much to do tomorrow! Yay!

As far as the un-college-part...

I'm a mess. And that's putting it lightly.
I miss home. I left at a very bad time family-wise & friend-wise.
I was betrayed by one of the closest people I have in my life, and I'm having a hard time dealing with it. I'm keeping myself strong for this person and making sure they know I won't leave. But the "reason" they betrayed me keeps pushing me back. I don't think it's fair when I know what happened but I'm the only affected one dealing with it. My respect for them has gone down, my trust for them has lowered a lot. I'm working my butt off to try to get it back for them. I care about this person too much to leave. I won't and can't leave.

I guess my post about forgiveness is really taking it's toll. I'm trying my hardest to forgive this person and be better about handling things. I'd say I'm doing pretty well, but I sure have my weak moments. Like now, for instance. haha.

Well, I should probably be off to do more homework! I don't want to do anything but go to that Piano class and read/study the scriptures tomorrow. Let's hope it goes as planned!