When's it gonna be MY turn to be happy? Get the guy? Get what I want? Some people get it all and they don't even deserve an ounce of it. It's so frustrating. >:'( I didn't do anything wrong, ever. I was always honest, always being "me". Boys get close, maybe even too close, go over the "friend" line, and then turn around and choose someone else. I'm the one that gets crapped on. I try to be a good friend to people, and I always get hurt.
I feel like I'm too nice. I get taken advantage of. I'm taken for granted. And heaven help the fools that have done me wrong, because guess what? That's not happening anymore. The tables are going to turn, and they're gonna realize what they've done. And I don't even know if I'll be there when that happens. I'm not trying to be hateful, I just am so sick and tired of being a doormat. Having someone so close to you deceive you and your friendship, and then not try to do anything to fix it afterwards really opens your eyes.
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go; things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes things fall apart so better things can fall together."
-Marilyn Monroe
I feel the saaaame way.
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