1. I don't think of myself as a dramatic person. I don't like conflict. If there's conflict, I try to fix it as soon as it happens. I'm a straight forward and honest person. I care about my friends and I try to help them in whatever way I can. But when you're being ignored, it's kind of hard to keep your cool. Especially when you know you didn't do anything wrong, and you have nothing to apologize for. The longer someone waits to talk, the less I believe they care about the friendship. I expect my friends to be as upfront about things as I am. I understand that its harder for some to do that, but I don't think of myself as unapproachable either. I am really just bugged with this person and how they have handled everything. It makes me just angry and I honestly don't really have patience to deal with someone else's insecurities. I have some of my own to deal with. I'll be there for you and be the best friend I know how to be, but when you pull crap like this for dumb reasons, it makes me care less.
2. As I've stated before in a previous post: When is it my turn? When will I finally find the one I'm supposed to be with, if I haven't yet? When will I have a regular, functional relationship? Why do I fall for the ones that aren't ready? I can't help anything going on in my life right now, or anyone else's for that matter, BUT I can't help but just wonder how everything is going to pan out. I have feelings and mixed emotions about things and it just makes me almost impatient. I say "almost" because I'm pretty patient and I know things will work out the way they're supposed to. I just want to know what's going to happen! Even if it's not in my favor hah. I'm fine with just being friends with them and just supporting and being there for them--It's good for friendships and it builds trust. It just makes me wonder what the future (near or distant) holds. To be honest, I'm more focused on just being friends and helping whatever way I can than all of this stuff...but it's definitely crossed my mind!
3. My face is breaking out. BREAKING OUT. It NEVER does that. Ever. GAHHHHHH!!! :(
But other than the things stated above,
I'm happy. Still happy! :)
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