A Little Too Perfect.

Disclaimer: These are my thoughts as of right now. I'm not trying to start anything with anyone. This is how I let it out.

1. Texting.

I think texting is a great way to interact with those who you can't always talk to on the phone. Day long conversations are super fun! But when it comes to something semi or just plain serious, texting is stupid. At least, it is in my opinion. Especially if it's an issue between me and whoever. If you have to text me whatever problem you have with me, I take that offensively. I take that as either A.) You're scared to talk to me, or B.) You don't respect me enough to have an actual conversation. I'm not someone that can't be talked to. I don't think I'm unapproachable and I'm certainly not one to handle things like that through texting. If someone texts me an issue they have with me, I don't carry on the conversation. I generally say something like "If you care enough and want to talk about it, call me."

2. "I'm sorry."

The absolute worst part of this is that this is a situation when the words "I'm sorry" are said, but you know full well that they don't really mean it. Why would they be sorry if they're happy? Yeah, not that sorry, apparently. Normally, when someone says "I'm sorry", it generally means that it won't happen again, or they'll correct their mistake. They'll fix it and make it how it originally was. That is definitely not the case. After pretty much being shoved aside, walked over, treated like you're not worth much to them...hearing the words "I'm sorry" while knowing that it's just a filler to try to ease the pain, makes it a whole lot worse. That's probably the main reason why I'm upset. Two friends, one being the best, hurt me, and all they can say is "I'm sorry", and I know they don't really mean it.

3. Relationships

My relationship between these two as individuals is going to change drastically.

Her: Things are not going to be the same. This friendship has taken on a whole different level, and a not so good one to say the least. My trust and respect for her is down quite a bit right now. Never thought I'd see the day that someone so close to me would betray my trust. But again, knowing that she doesn't really care all that much because she's getting what she wants, makes it more terrible.

Him: I really thought we were good enough friends to be honest. I played my part when we talked about being honest with each other. I really considered him a good friend of mine. But now our relationship is going to be different...he's my (soon to be) best friend's boyfriend now. That kind of relationship is weird and awkward in of itself. And it really sucks because all the stuff we talked about doing as far as hanging out and having fun goes, it's all going to be different. And the fact that I have to face this thing alone since the other party involved won't be around is going to make it so much worse.

Both of them: I care deeply for them both. I want to be friends. I do. But this is going to take time. I feel super betrayed and like nothing I do is going to help my case right now. I really thought we were good enough of friends to just be honest with each other and not hide things until it's a crucial time to say anything. I don't believe my friendship with these two will be the same, at least, not for a good while. I'm not sure how to handle it, what to do, or who to really talk to about it. Because the one person I would talk to about it, is the one person that did it. I'm thrown to the side, and they're holding hands skipping down the sidewalk, basically. Just call me the doormat.

You're welcome.

All I gotta say is I sure hope this is worth it to them.

"We met in perfect timing!"

Yep, a little too perfect.